do I feel peace, or do I feel restless?
because I'm in the in between now,
and I'm not sure if I like it.
i might. calm is refreshing. but it's so unfamiliar that I'm already feeling aimless.
and my head keeps turning to thoughts of what could be, and I like that. but then when my head turns to thoughts of what could be, I'm not sure if I like it.
Everything is good. But is anything great?
Can I find something to be passionate about? to obsess over? to lose sleep over? to fall in love with?
everything ends someday. and it's a good thing.
but I need something to begin now.