everything ends someday, pt. 3

do I feel peace, or do I feel restless? 

because I'm in the in between now,

and I'm not sure if I like it.  

i might. calm is refreshing. but it's so unfamiliar that I'm already feeling aimless. 

and my head keeps turning to thoughts of what could be, and I like that. but then when my head turns to thoughts of what could be, I'm not sure if I like it.

Everything is good. But is anything great?  

Can I find something to be passionate about? to obsess over?  to lose sleep over? to fall in love with?

dear you, 

everything ends someday. and it's a good thing.

but I need something to begin now.